I'm Back

Well, I was quite busying for my studies until I have forgotten to update my life...
So, what to talk about....Hmmm...

Let's start from my belated birthday's celebration...
I didn't go out for any celebration like previous years...
The simple reason is because I want to celebrate it with my precious family members...
But my babe-Vivian insisted to celebrate it for me...
So, she brought me to HIGH-TEA...

 - THE MAJESTIC HOTEL KUALA LUMPUR - 

 The selling point of this restaurant is we can have an indoor garden environment for our tea session...
 I love to surround myself with lots of beautiful flowers...
 Lets have a look of the place...

Do you love it like I do ? 

 It is furnished with glass wall and air conditioners...

 I can clearly see the things outside my place with the glass wall...

 Besides, the feeling is good when you can enjoy your tea with windy condition...

 It's same feel with you are enjoying yourself with a cup of hot coffee in Cameron Highland...

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This is our tea set for 2 people 

* RM 88 per person exclusive tax, it is quite costly *

 So far taste of the cakes and dessert are not bad...

 We can't manage to finish all even there are so small in portions...

 Thanks babe for the expensive treats... 

Next...

 - WORKING LIFE-

Ya, my holiday is ended...

My mom wants me to go for work and doesn't want to stay at home be a free human...

The company confirmed me after my interview...

The location is at Tun Hussein Onn which just nearby my house...

I can avoid to have jam session and wake up early for work...

My work scope is so simple and work as an administrative...

I can finish my work so fast everyday and yet can do my own stuffs inside my office...

I can do my revision, play facebook and watch drama...

Next...

-BABY JACOB IS BACK TO MALAYSIA -

Due to the serious smoke problem in Singapore, 

Jasmine has sent back her baby Jacob to Malaysia...

I have a special mission since that day,

Became a baby sista after work...

Brought Baby Jacob and Jasmine to walk around...

Sent Baby Jacob and Jasmine to the airport after one week...

See, He is so happy to go home to meet with his daddy...

Jacob : " Hurry up mami, we gonna miss the flight and I want daddy. "

Goodbye ^ ^ 

Next....

 - PORT DICKSON 2 DAYS AND 1 NIGHT TRIP -

I love beach and I love holiday...

But I have nothing much to describe about the beach here...

As we know that it is famous because of its' dirtiness...

But the apartment we stayed is nice....

Pretty big and clean..

Yeah, is time to capture the beautiful sunset...

Today is end and Tomorrow is another better day...

Not the least for the group photo...

Next...

 - PERFECT MARRIAGE - 

It is the good news for our family...

My elder brother going to get married soon...

Congratualation brother...

He is going to be a dad soon besides a husband...

Looking forward for his big day...

Next...

- STEAMBOAT WITH BESTIES -

8th of August is a special date...

It is not just because of first day of Hari Raya and it also my ACCA's result date....

Not so sad and not so happy...

Still got 4 more papers to clear it...

Work harder and fight hard for my own future...

Have a steamboat session with my besties at night...

We went to NSK to buy for the food...

We have prepared lots of foods and guess I'm going to gain weight again... T.T

Next...

- BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION -

A crazy birthday surprise for friend...

My friend is going to airport to fetch his friend's home...

Everyone of us going to airport to stand by for cleberating...

We went into the restaurant without his notice...

He get shock as we expected and feel so shy for it...

Hahahaha...

Happy birthday, This is our group photo...

Next...

-PENANG 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS TRIP-

Went for trip again with my college friends...

My 3 pretty babes...

Carmen, Vivian, Tracy

First day of the trip,

I late again and forced to delay our trip...

Sorry babes, I don't realize that day is raining day and Serdang has a terrible traffic jam...

We reached Penang around 3.30 pm...

We stayed at Bay View Hotel and it is just beside Hard Rock Hotel...

Went for China Town Restaunt to have our dinner after settled down...

This restaurant's concept is quite unique...

It has a library sections, wine sections, normal restaurant sections and also romantic sections...

Chiiling until 11pm only back to our hotel...

Lots of flavour to choose... so hard to decide which should be taken...

Taking photo with the classical door 

Second day of the trip,

All of us woke up early for Escape Park and had instant noodle as our breakfast...

Lots of cars already parked inside and many people queue for buying the entrance tickets...

Ticket is RM 60 per person and no any discounts for us...

Get our entrance tickets and starts the journey...Let's go 

Smile Everyone...

Everything seems so dangerous but you will definetely feel excited after trying it...

I will never forget how the feeling when I going to jump down from a higher side...

I feel like surrender before jumping down...

But once you have chosen for it, you can never surrender for it...

You must get paid for what you have chosen...

Let's photo while waiting for our turns for the games...

Babe Vivian, she has been studied together with me since I started my CAT's courses

She is the one know most of my stories

Babe Tracy, we are in the same class during CAT's courses

She is the one who willing to share her ears for me

Babe Carmen, we are in the same class since CAT's courses,

She is the one who shares my secrets too 

Peace ^^ Love you gilrs always...

My suggestion for taking photo like this...haha

After that, we enjoyed our lunch besides the sea...

I love to enjoy my meals with windy environment...

Times for swimming...

We went back our hotel and enjoyed swimming inside the pool...

I can't have interaction with water at all because of period time T.T

Swimming pool of our hotel 

Place besides the Pool and the views of our Hotel

Let's see the beautiful sunset's view

Beach with me 

Babe Tracy and me 

Act cool wih babe Vivian

Pattern again with her 

Finally back to normal

Group's photo again

Our romantic's walk 

3 parties relationship 

I was wondering where is my future

Jump High to catch the sun

Last day of the trip,

Times to say goodbye to my holiday...

Went to Georgetown for our last breakfast at Penang...

- THE TWELVE CUPS-

  This is highly recommended by FOUR SQUARE's users

Design of the wall

Every pieces of cakes here has an unique's art work...

The cakes here is not too sweet and soft...

I love the tastes...

Motcha Flavour

 Pure Chocolate Flavour

Caramel Chocolate Flavour

 I forgot about this flavour hahaha

Grouped all together

I was wondering what I Wants for now,

Starts to feel confuse about my future,

Unsure about my directions....

---Closes my eyes and ears and take a break---

A little thing to warm me up

A no class day for me again... Wake up late as usual... And so free to check my mail box... I realized that ACCA has sent a mail for me... " Don't Give Up " is the title of the mail... The main point of the mail is asking me not to give up on my studies... What a caring professional bodies is... Felt thankful and Motivated... Last few days my phone is spoilt again... Not really used to it when there is life without iPhone... I used to contact with friends by whatsapp, line or facebook... Luckily it doesn't take long to get it back... My ex's colleague is so nice... Didn't charge me at all and help me change my screen protector... Felt so embarrassed for it... I have no any ideas for thanking... Starts engine again... Fight for my future...

我很想离家出走

一百分不是人人都可以拿， 不要对一个人的期望过高， 因为会不经意给了她压力， 我不是你们的女儿， 我知道你们都对我很好， 教育是不是用这种方式。 从小到大我除了烂哭之外， 没有什么制造麻烦， 不懂从何时开始， 你们对我诸多要求， 有些是不合理的要求， 你们都要我一一去符合， 只要任何一条没完成， 你们会把我的错误记得牢牢的， 无论我做多少好事都没用， 一件错事永远抵不上所有的好事。 其实被你教训不是不好， 可是有时你的话是很伤人的， 沉默对你而言是在发脾气， 选择回应则是在顶嘴。 老实说你没有年轻过吗？ 我知道你的经验比我多， 在你年轻之前， 有没有也是那样讲不听过？ 无论我做什么你都看不过眼， 对你而言我是死读书， 在家读书， 我没有安静的环境， 我的房间就是唯一的安静， 你会问我为何每天呆在房里， 难道你要我霸占整个客厅来读书？ 当我选择在客厅关完电视读书， 你会说我很霸道过分， 一个人要读书害整家人不能看电视， 当我选择半夜在客厅读书， 你说分分钟半夜起来会被我吓死， 有人突然在念经。 那好， 我选择去外面读书， 你会说我那里读书都一样， 不必要出去外面浪费时间， 甚至还质疑我不是出去读书， 我忍，一直都在忍。 家务我都有在做， 只要妈妈不在家， 我都会去做， 只是看时间早还是迟， 妈妈在家我会不做， 因为习惯了依赖妈妈， 但是妈妈不在我会独立， 怎样照顾自己我会， 怎样以后当人家老婆我也会， 不用一直说我在家什么都没做， 在说别人的孩子时， 问问你们孩子会好过别人的吗？ 我有时间只是和朋友出去， 你会一直说我讲我， 我只会吃睡玩其他什么都不会， 那你的孩子呢？ 比我好很多吗？ 年轻人的生活不是那样吗？ 难道要七老八十才学人家出去吗？ 我有很过分吗？ 你的孩子永远是宝， 别人的孩子还衰过根草。 照顾公公是大家的责任我知道， 我在家我有没看过公公吗？ 我得空没陪过公公去医院吗？ 一句“我知道你很得空”， 真正得空的人不只我一个， 可是我没有抱怨过， 我也很乐意， 当听见你的一句没有公公心， 我又把气吞回去， 我怎样对公公我不要求你们明白， 可是不能要求我能达到一百分。 我承认我不是个好姐姐， 我有尽量去当个好姐姐， 我没有对妹妹很有耐心， 不是我不爱小孩子， 我很疼其他小孩子， 但我没有讨厌我妹妹， 就算我没上课我都会起来帮她准备上学， 我有尝试带她出去过， 可是她什么都可以和别人说， 就算不认识的人她也照说， 说的都是不可爆料的家丑， 大庭广众又不能骂她， 甚至还敢发回我脾气， 很多时候你们也是那样骂她， 她有几好你们都比我清楚， 不要埋怨为何她不被疼爱。 要当一个中间人很难， 手心和手背都是我的肉， 伤了任何一边我都会很痛， 我爸我妈和你们对我都很重要， 以前准备礼物我都会买三份， 以前花的钱比较少， 总是能存到钱买礼物给你们， 连你们生日我也有特定为你们庆祝过， 买蛋糕唱生日歌都有试过。 我是不完美， 但我没有不好。 不要再拿我和别人比较， 我不完美也不当不成完美。 你

It has been a while time

I have forgotten to update my blog again... What has happened before I can't really remember... Well, Did the same mistake again... Absent for the test because of illness... And yet need to stay another half year to complete my course... Went a 3 days 2 nights Redang trip with classmates after June exam... I have missed a lots of trips before due to some personal issues... This can consider the first time I got to trip with them... It's so amazing and wonderful trip I had even thought get bitten by jellyfish... I can't really describe out how the feel like... Crazy together, Have fun together and drunk together... Those friends that I really appreciated now and forever... And now started my new semester again... Getting bored for studying now... Wish to escape from such a busy, tired, stressful study life... How good if there is a course to study without exam... Unfortunately it won't exist in the reality... So just can face the truth and be hardworking... T______________T

又回来了

有多久我没来更新我的部落格了，
发觉我真的超级无敌的懒惰，
该从何说起呢？

倒数2012年的到来，
我还以为要呆在家里看烟花，
哪知道我哥突然说去overtime，
我就跟着去看热闹，
哪知道full完，
连外面要站的位子都没有，
他们就换plan去clubbing，
我很后悔上车一下了咯，
我穿到去喝茶酱，
去到的时候很想回家了，
场面浩荡到人挤人吓死人，
很讨厌被抽水的感觉，
去那些地方不代表我很豪放，
要抽水也去找那些被你抽了也很开心的女孩，
我的脸已经臭到极点，
你还不醒目还一直来打扰我，
真想在你的脸上留下我那漂亮的掌印，
过后夜店关门了，
一个两个司机竟然喝醉酒，
四辆车三人清醒，
最后我只好当保姆，
载了几个回去再回去再剩下的，
凌晨五点的highway，
驾着时速170的vios飞驰，
保佑不要被照相中saman。

终于2012到啦，
今天和我的lye ying一起吃早餐，
新的一年的第一份早餐，
去到kuchai lama的pitstop，
环境是不错可是食物就还好而已。

4.1.2012
假期完毕就开学到了，
终于剩下最后的一年了，
怎样困难怎样辛苦也要挨过，
坚信先苦后甜这道理，
这个学期还蛮空闲的，
只是上三天的课，
上课了那么就还是第一次这样，
可是下个学期就死翘翘了。

10.2.2012
今天很的空去看我的hotmail，
看到ACCA的email，
我之前没去考大考去骗mc，
它批了我的mc准许我下个sem再拿，
想到都很惭愧，
自己的心情受到影响忽略读书，
搞到要去骗mc，
那医生很好笑，
说我尿管发炎，
幸好我来月经，
不然他要帮我做身体检查。

13.2.2012
今天又没去考试，
偷偷的和vivian去pavilion，
有原因的咯，
上半年的大考成绩出，
怀着忐忑不安的心情，
完全读不进，
况且只是学校的小考，
skip一两次没关系。
一点了咯，
我一直都log in不到，
看着facebook的status，
看到同科的朋友都在报喜，
看到都紧张。
两点了，
达达哒哒，
我看到我PASS的成绩，
这是第二次我没信息他分享我的喜悦，
可是还有很多人陪我一起分享，
用购物有hightea来奖赏自己。

14.2.2012
今天是我没有情人的情人节，
其实不会很伤感啦，
反正只是个节日而已，
早晨和他妈妈去吃早餐，
吃完早餐还进去他家坐了一下，
好佩服我自己不懂哪里来的勇气，
总是要勇敢踏出第一步，
其实是为了找他姑姑罢了，
他姑姑也很“可爱”，
无端端会问到，

“你心里的创伤好完了吗？”
“过了那么久，没事啦。”
“一定还有一点点的，不能说说忘掉就忘掉。”
“......”

我心想：姑姑，你要我给你要的答案又如何，
改变不到的事实还要我继续去守着？

过后我去了JUSCO，
找朋友问电话事情，
本来想把divert call弄掉，
可是还是不成功。
在那边呆了差不多几个小时，
又去MINES找may，
我今天的勇气可是爆满，
一个人去MINES,
好久没试过了，
很惊喜的我还有情人节礼物收，
是May送的，
最惊奇的是，
原来他也有份送我的，
知道后真的很不想要，
很想把它给丢了，
可是may的心意也在里面，
退又退不回，
只好把它收下。

“你到底要怎样，
情侣当不成，朋友不能当，
你要我以什么身份去收呢？
你让我觉得我很可怜，
我的情人节礼物也要你舍施，
我没有情人真的没有不开心，
你真的不用担心我会怎样。”

又再一次证明我还没完全放下，
如果放下了对你的所作所为应该会没有一丝一毫的感觉，
错的是自己又再想太多了，
停止对你有感觉才能减少我的痛苦。

19.2.2012
习惯了起身一定会log in facebook，
又有朋友请求，
原来又是他的女友，
我真佩服她的毅力，
心情又不听话了，
这次我告诉了他姐姐，
麻烦她传话让他知道，
不想再去找他了，
只好用这种方式，
其实只是一个朋友请求，
只要忽略掉就可以了，
我很想什么都看不到听不到，
这样被误会了也不会觉得委屈，
可是我真的没那样做过，
被他误会和低微我的人格，
我还是会觉得很受伤。
又再一次受到影响，
整天都很没心情，
我到底要被这种心情折磨多久，
还要缠着我到什么时候！

“我都已经做到成全你们，
也没欠过你们什么东西，
放过大家让大家好好过，
得来不易感情好好珍惜，
不要过于计较他爱谁多，
你根本不会懂他的内心，
在一起就不要怀疑酱多，
好聚好散这道理我明白。”

6.3.2012
有着一个星期的假期，
都觉得时间不够用，
要温的东西太多，
吸收的东西太少，
如果我的好朋友是小叮当，
我有他的记忆面包，
就算胖死也不赖，
至少我少了压力多了睡眠，
总是很爱发白日梦，
和我熟的朋友都知道其实我很38.

单身的我真可怜，
可怜的不是因为孤单一个人，
是家人担心我会没人要，
安排我相亲，
是朋友担心我会太寂寞，
宣传我出去，
我才刚刚单身，
才刚有自由生活，
不想回到当初的约束日子，
你们口口声声说不会绑死我，
我要去哪里只要交代一声就能，
偶尔拿时间陪陪你们就能，
这种话我也有听过。
真真做到的有几个，
我不需要没有保障的爱情，
谁都可以很容易接受一段感情，
感情不是舍施不是寂寞不是冲动得来的，
我不是要求过高只是还很享受单身。

继续为我的梦想前进，
加油啦，黎玫恩。

惨了 (＞人＜;)

黎玫恩~
你好够力糟糕，
你可以荒废半年时间，
做一大堆没益的事情，
好了吧，
现在自己拿来衰，
很威水去拿三科，
很威水读不完，
很威水去买mc，
我现在该怎么办？
时间还能倒流吗？
真是顶我自己不顺了 m(_ _)m

够了

不要来打扰我，

我不想和你斗，

我不会和你抢，

请停止你幼稚，

我的生活过得很好，

不用你来参与，

我的日子过得精彩，

你也用不着羡慕。

我要的很简单，

宁静安稳平淡，

这是我拥有着，

别去毁了它们。